Before I took up this "project" I retained a feeling of dread whenever I thought about "cleaning up my room". I think of this chore as a hassle, an unnecessary component to my daily life. In other words, I didn't give a hoot about the state of my room. As long as I can sleep in it, we're all good. This mindset changed, as I realized that my uncleanliness and unorganized room was bothering me and was a nagging at the back of my mind. I couldn't work in peace or sleep well without an annoyance. I also realized that the state of my room was a "reflector" and spilled over into other parts of my life. School, work, other chores, you name it. I was truly being unorganized in the way I approached these things. This was really hurting me, as I left homework at home, forgot to do things, and was simply being messy. I knew I had to do something, and found it in this homework prompt assigned over this break. Actually cleaning my room, was a step toward relief. Working toward making the change feels good, even though I wasn't finished, I felt as if I was making a difference. Finally, after working on this dreaded chore, I felt as if a weight had been lifted from my chest.
My room really is a representation of my state of mind, now that I've cleaned it, I feel as if I can do this "cleaning" and "organization" of school, work, and everything else I do. I've become more aware of what's going on and how messiness and an unorganized lifestyle can cloud that lucidness and readiness. I feel great in the way I can approach my work and life.
Coming into this chore, I regarded all organization as menial. As long as I have everything, why do I need order? Or at least complete organization? My mindset has vastly changed as I realize the benefits of a clean and organized lifestyle. This brings me to wonder if any of my previous ideas are misconceptions as well. And it teaches me to continue to keep my mind open, as I explore other areas and styles of my life.